Nibbled: I know how you're feeling. My husband & I would start researching something and it would take us 6 different ways that was unexpected. But like you, we did not want to use a name that literally means "lord of mischieve' . So we started using 'Heavenly Father' , Most High and praying for guidance. Like you said it's been quite the journey and we feel that it is not over yet. We're still learning, re-learning from the bible. But we did believe when we started this journey that the truth can stand up to scrutiny so what the hell is the GB & elders so afraid of? Now we know. The lies crumble like crackers.
We also got about 12 other bible translations that really helped alot in getting rid of the NWT biased beliefs.
I honestly believe that Yeshua [Jesus] is calling his sheep and they are heaqring his voice and coming out of Christendom. I know I sound like one of the religious fanatics, but for the first time in my life, I actually feel the Holy Spirit.
I wish you the best on your journey. peace be with you.